It's Done....

I'm finished! Yep....down to the wire.....but it's all done...well.....except for a few things to wrap. SJ is excited but I fear doesn't really know what to expect come Christmas morning. Each time I mention St Nick, she gets that look in her eye that says, "I'm not sure about this guy....he's not going to come to my room is he?" We didn't even try the to have pictures with Santa because she simply didn't want to. Maybe next year. Anyway, tomorrow will begin the cooking and general straightening up for Nai Nai and Yei Yei to arrive. Their appearance will surely bring the house down and really get the excitement going. SJ and SC love to see them coming in the door! It's really fun to watch their expressions.

I'm just as excited as the kids are in some ways. I love to see their eyes light up at the unexpected surprises under the tree. There's something about giving. CDP has said many times from the puplit that we are never more like Christ than when we are giving. He gave everything......He gave UP everything....to be born here...to suffer as we suffer....to be tempted as we are tempted. He came in the form of a man to become our only HOPE! What a blessed thought that the God of the universe came to us in the form of a helpless baby. Praise Him for this unspeakable gift! May you worship Him this Christmas!

Only 4 More Days Til Christmas.....

We were out and about today trying to finish up Christmas shopping and when we came home, the girls were in tip top shape for a photo shoot. I keep telling SJ to be on her P's and Q's....Santa's watching.....Merry Christmas everyone!

Loving this time of year....

The caption at the bottom of one of the TV stations is..."The Most Wonderful Time of the Year"...I say so too. For many reasons this time of year is special for all of us. For me, it's a time to enjoy family and friends and to be thankful for that wonderful Gift given to us so long ago. I heard a new song sung by Faith Hill last week...."A Baby Changes Everything". Yes....how a tiny baby born long ago in a dirty stable changed the world forever. I am grateful for Mary's devotion to her Lord and her willingness to suffer for the sake of Christ. Would I have been willing to answer as Mary did, "Whatever you say, Lord. I'll do it."....(paraphrased). Am I willing to say even now, after all I've seen and heard, "Whatever you say, Lord. I'll do it"? What about you?
Such thought provoking questions at this sacred time of year. And with all the turmoil going on in our world, are we really ready to answer the call that may be issued to us so soon?

Let me catch everyone up on what's been going on....
1) A couple of weeks ago I lamented the "hair cut" that my oldest daughter gave herself. I had been trying so hard to let it grow....well....I finally gave in to my husband's advice....we cut it. IT IS SIMPLY PRECIOUS! Ok, I know, he told me so....I'll never live it down. (pic posted)

2) The Nutcracker was a huge success! Not just for the dancers in the ballet company...SJ watched the entire show without one wimper! I was floored and she was fascinated! My mom and I took her and she was absolutely perfect!

3) Christmas is in full swing at church and our Hanging of the Green service was a success. We all had a great time preparing for the season.

4) SC is just perfect! She is saying many more words now and REALLY understands what you tell her to do...especially when it involves food or bedtime. The pantry is her favorite place to play and she loves to go to sleep in her bed! HOORAY! She also loves her daddy's hats....and chocolate....and ice cream...and .....well, you get the idea.

5) The Christmas Parade was great but LONG....we forgot the camera so no cute pics of us freezing our buns off! Next year we plan to have much more fun....a float for the church and even dispensing Hot Cocoa.....YIPPEE!

5) As for our Christmas schedule, my parents will drive up on Christmas Eve and are planning to stay for a couple of days. We will visit with them and CDP's family the week after Christmas in Central MS.

Well, that about wraps up what we've been doing in North MS. We have plenty of things to do before the big day such as last minute gifts and some church events. We plan to stroll around town and see Christmas lights too. I'm sure I'll blog again before the big day but do want to say Merry Christmas to you all. May you experience HIS presence this year!

We're here..

just busy trying to finish up for Christmas. Actually, I'm pretty much done except for a couple of gifts. Not too stressed this year since I've been able to be at home. The house is decorated, the tree is up and I've even started baking a little. I know, some of you are sighing thinking what is she doing...well, this is the first year I've been able to ENJOY doing those kinds of things and I'm just gloating...sorry!
Our Thanksgiving was fabulous spent with my folks and CDP's mom in Central MS. We had a great time visiting and just being together as a family. This weekend SJ, My Mom and I will see The Nutcracker at the Orpheum in Memphis. That should really put is in the Christmas mood! This will be SJ's first ballet so I'm a little anxious. If she makes it all the way through the performance without falling asleep, I'll call it a success. Last Sunday evening we decorated our church during the Hanging of the Green service and it was very special! The girls and CDP and I lit the first Advent Candle while other families placed poinsettias and hung garland and bows to celebrate our Saviour's birth. This is such a special time of year and I'm very glad SJ and SC are enjoying it so much. They both LOVE singing Christmas music in the car as we travel. SC especially loves to rock back and forth to Winter Wonderland...SCC's verison. SJ is also into reciting the Christmas story...I didn't realize how much she actually picked up on....she can recite much of it from memory....I guess that shows you how much we listen to that CD!
I hope all of you take time to just enjoy your families. I spent several minutes yesterday just sitting holding my girls. What a treat for me and they loved it! SJ has made several comments lately about loving being "all together" as a family....she truly realizes when some of us are out of place. I'm glad to know she enjoys being with her Mom and Dad and sister. I hope I can continue to instill in her a love for her family and for time spent together.....and not just STUFF. Let's remember why we're here....."because He first loved us"........
Merry Christmas!

Thanksgiving is just around the corner...

and I'm afraid that means Christmas is just down the block! Yikes! I love this time of year and this year is especially wonderful since I'm at home with my girls. I have thouroughly enjoyed being able to sleep late in the mornings and snuggle with them in our big chair and watch cartoons. SJ and I even made a cake yesterday. Fun, fun, fun! We will be heading to my folks on Tuesday of next week to spend Thanksgiving with them. We will also try to catch up with some of our friends in Madison if time permits. Also, SJ and I along with my mom will be heading to see the Nutcracker in a few weeks. We are so excited!
I'm going to attempt to get down the Christmas decorations tomorrow while the girls are at MMO and do my "house" decorating and then get our tree next weekend. I'm hoping to also paint the dining room this weekend....it's a small dining room so it shouldn't be too hard. CDP is thrilled to help me too! Really, he is!

Anyway, I'm thankful for Thanksgiving....the relaxing time before the hustle and bustle of Christmas. My daughter is already aware of this special time of year. Last night, in an effort to really connect with her I asked SJ what she was thankful for....she replied,"my mommy and my family and my little brother."..........hummmm?? I explained to her that she didn't have a little brother and her reply was, "Well, aren't you going to have one?" I replied, "you'll have to ask God to give us one." Her answer? "I already did, last night........." What can I say? Have a blessed Thanksgiving!

Playing Catch Up...

I won't be able to catch up for all the days I've missed during the 30 day Thanksgiving Challenge. However, today I am thankful for wounds that God has healed in His time. I found a journal from back in 2003 and in it I asked God for children. I have several friends who have this same story but each somehow different. God in His infinite wisdom answered. He answered in His time and in His perfect way. How could I ask for anything more?

What prompts us to think that God is somehow compelled to answer our prayers in the way we seem appropriate? I had a dear friend ask me this morning if I thought people really understood the Holiness of God. I'm quite sure I don't comprehend the Holiness of God. And I have a feeling I'm not alone. I can't fathom how a Holy God could love a worthless vessel like me. I am thankful for the MERCY of God. James 2:13 says "because judgment without mercy will be shown to anyone who has not been merciful. Mercy triumphs over judgment! Did you get that? Mercy triumphs over judgment......WOW! Am I showing mercy daily to my children? Do I extend mercy to my spouse? Do I show mercy to the cashier at the grocery? How about mercy to the driver who cuts me off on the highway?

I know the answer.......He is the answer! God help me to show mercy! Nite!

Music....

it communicates so much. God was genius when He created music. I'm thankful for Music. It brings me into sweet communion with my Creator and helps me to reflect upon His greatness. It can drown out all the negative bitterness in the world around us. Music brings joy, sadness, peace, love, resolve...I could go on and on. This Thanksgiving I'm thankful for Music. More tomorrow....

UH OH....

There are a few drawbacks with this thing called blogging. First, it gets addictive...and consumes much of your time...and secondly, it causes you to leave your children unattended and then things like this happen......

My SJP has such a tender heart. As I recovered from the initial shock, I gathered my emotions and sent her to her room. I then proceeded to explain why it's not a good idea to cut your own hair....."you only cut paper, you NEVER cut your hair"...."always obey your mommy".....thru her tears and wailing I heard this question...."Do you forgive me?" Oh, how it cut me to the core! I was so upset with her and yet I felt so bad having to ground her from well, scissors of course and also her beloved Cartoons....missing The Backyardigans nearly sent her reeling! (Three days with no cartoons and no scissors or craft projects for several days is pretty tough for her.)

I felt like we had been spared a really "bad hair day" since we could hardly tell where she began her snipping.......then we checked out the kitchen sink! We now know SJP has a conscience......there it lay...in a heap....the OTHER hand full of hair! OUCH! I had already punished her and given her the once over....I couldn't do it again....how it hurt to then notice just how much she had cut. I remembered her piercing question, "Do you forgive me?" It rang out loud and clear. How like God with us, His children! Although He never "overlooks" our transgressions, and even though the consequences may remain...He has FOREVER forgotten all our sin! Hallelujah, What a Saviour!

So, I guess I learned my lesson...no more blogging until they are in bed!

Great Week/end...

We had a fabulous time this weekend visiting with my parents and our friends, The Hall's, in Atlanta. Dad and CDP attended a conference while the girls shopped visited with each other. MK is such a cutie. She looks so much like her daddy...sorry KSH! MK really took to my Dad too...she called him Yei Yei and acted as if she'd known him all her life. I'm usually pretty good at making agendas and planning trips but this time I made a few mistakes...My mom told me I had fallen down on my job! Sorry...I'll do better next time. All in all we got to enjoy some time together just catching up with each other and just being together. Our visit with the Hall's was especially nice. I hate to admit it but they looked like they felt so at home there in C'Ville. Not that I want them to be miserable but if they didn't feel so at home they might eventually move back close to MS! I miss them a lot. However, God has such great things in store for them..I can't wait to see how He fills their lives with His blessings. They have a lovely home that I know will be filled with great memories.
Even though we've not see each other in a couple of months, it felt like we'd only been apart for a week or so. That's how good friends are. I was reminded of this on the spa trip last month with my buddies from RBC. Even though we had not seen each other in several months, we were able to pick right back up where we left off. Friends understand the pressures of life and how easy it is to get swept away with life. It's nice to know you can just pick up where you left off.
So, as I reflect on the upcoming Thanksgiving season, and to fulfill my 30 day Thanksgiving countdown, let me catch up....

1. I'm thankful for true friendship....it's a gift from God and is solely based on His love.
2. I'm thankful for the freedom of speech.....I can blog about the Grace of God all day long!
3. I'm thankful for Salvation through Jesus Christ and his work on the Cross...His blood covers a multitude of sins.
4. I'm thankful for Sunday's....a day of rest. God intended for us to rest....I plan to do that tomorrow!

I feared I might run out of things to be thanful for, however, I find I'm having a hard time finding a stopping point.....God is good...All the time!

Mom and Dad...

I'm thankful for my parents who love me and who have passed down a legacy of honesty and faithfulness. I'm a hardworker.....my Dad instilled in me to do the job to the best of my ability and to do it immediately. I don't like confrontation...my Mom taught me to be a peacemaker. I'm a giver and love to be hospitable....my Dad loves to be around people and likes to fellowship with friends and family. I'm passionate about teaching God's word and finding jewels of truth from his Word...my Mom does too....she is so compelling when she teaches...truly a gift from God.

There are many more but I don't have the time or the space to list them all. I'm just thankful for 2 Godly parents who love Jesus and love me and have given so much of themselves to me. I love you Mom and Dad!

Truth...Trust...

I'm thankful for Truth, God's Word, The Bible, Scripture.....whichever you prefer to use, I'm thankful that God chose to preserve His Word for me. How perfect that the God of the universe who created me and planned my life, gave to me the way to understand His Heart. CDP preached from James Chapter 1 tonight. James says that we are to count it all joy when we suffer or are tested...and in the suffering understand that there is nothing to hinder God from giving to his children. However, OUR lack of faith can hinder Him from Giving to us...

I believe nothing takes God by surprise. He knows what will happen on November 4th. He has it all under control. I choose to trust Him. I will pray....and I will trust!

I'm thankful...

that I have friends. Can you imagine life without friends to share fun times with? Can you imagine not being able to confide in someone when God really works in your life? I'm blessed to have MANY GOOD friends who accept me for who I am and don't hold it against me! You know, Christ is like that also. He knows me even better than I know myself and yet there are times I don't include Him in the most critical decisions of life. My prayer is that I learn to confide in Him regarding the deepest longings of my soul and even the small inconspicuous notions that seem so insignificant to me. "Cast ALL your cares upon Him, for He cares for you." 1Peter 5:7....HE MEANS ALL OF THEM....nite nite....

The 30 Day Thanksgiving Challenge...

I accept....albeit late...but I accept. I'll list 2 extra things tonight that I'm thankful for to make up for starting late.

I'm thankful that God sometimes says "No". Crazy? No....absolute peace! He sometimes says no to protect us. He sometimes says no to teach us. He sometimes says no to bless us. How many times has He said "No" and I whined like my 4 year old? Too many, I'm sure. However, sometimes He says "Yes".

I'm truly thankful for my husband. A true Man of God who loves me without a doubt. I know I drive him crazy, yet he still loves me. Do I really understand this idea of marriage? Not fully. I do know that it's worth every effort to make it paradise. I'm beginning to experience that..paradise...you know that's exactly what God intended for it to be......it's AWESOME!

I'm thankful for my new church family. How awesome to see God's hand working in such mighty ways. The days ahead are full of possibility. I can't wait to see how He works!

This time of year brings us all closer to home in one way or another...either in the physical sense of traveling to be at home with family or in the emotional sense of remembering those who love us and those we love. I'm missing my sister these days. I can't help but think about what her life would be like if God had chosen not to take her 13 years ago. I eagerly await our reunion. She has met several acquaintances of mine in the past few months...I'm sure they are trading stories! How wonderful to know that one day I'll say, "I've missed you"...and never again say..."Goodbye"! Live like there's no tomorrow...give Christ His proper place today!

Many Thanks...

With so much traveling lately, I've not been able to keep up with everyone in blogland. After taking a few minutes to catch up, I realized that I had been granted the Super Scribbler Award by KStorm! How neat! Here are the rules .....

every superior scribbler will name 5 other super scribblers. if you are named
you must link to the author & the name of the blog that gave you the award.
then you must display the adorable award and link to this
post, which explains the award. finally you must visit this
post and tell your name to mr. linky list. then they will have a record of
all the people who are super scribblers!

I'm still not real sure what it means but I'm thinking that I must be some sort of pesky typist who sits at a computer all day conjuring up things to write about. Not really, it's nice to be recognized and yes, If I can stay put for longer than 3 days at the time, I'd be much better at this bloggin' thing. So, here goes my list of five super scribblers...

Barbie's Forecasts and Faith - I enjoy her spiritual insight..and while we lived in Central MS, I LOVED watching her on TV. She seems super sweet although I've never met her in person. I hope one day to maybe have her speak at a Women's Event at the church where my husband is pastor.

North Georgia Peaches - My BFF is adjusting to living out of state from her parents and is doing well. It seems like we stay better in touch now that we are 5 hours away from each other than we did when we lived in the same town! I love catching up with her and MK! Such a sweet little girl with her Daddy's funny faces. I miss her terribly!

Our Adoption Road - This family traveled with us to China when we adopted our daughter. They are only 10 days away from hopping on a plane again to pick up their second daughter! This Soon to be Mother of Two is a hero of mine. She is a navy wife and loves it! I can't imagine how many times she's packed and unpacked her belongings. She is a gifted writer and I only wish I could write as well as she writes.

Cox's Comments - A great Mom and wife.....she loves her kids and loves her hubby. What more could you ask for? I'm sure she's never met a stranger and from experience I know she is super at making people feel at home. I'd give her a perfect 10 on being a great friend! Thanks awc!

Our Family - Another super busy mom of 3....I've known her for about 4 years but didn't get to really know her until 2 years ago. This gal is the real deal. Always wearing a smile and always thankful for the blessings God has given her...and what blessings He has bestowed. I hope she knows how much I admire her.

OK. There you go...I've not been rambling around on the web lately so I haven't been noticing any new blogs. I'm planning to catch up on that too here in a couple of weeks. Later...

Home at Last!

It seems we've been around the world and back again these past few weeks. Finally, we are at home for a week to recouperate and be "normal". I love to travel but I've suddenly realized that I'm not as young as I used to be. My body was physically tired after this weekend. I'm not sure how to describe it but I felt like I had run a marathon and finished DEAD last!

I posted a few updated photos of my girls just so everyone can see how much they've grown. I'm totally amazed at how much SC is learning. She now attempts to say "Thank You" although it comes out sounding like "tay too"...anyway, I'm impressed. She LOVES for her sister to chase her around the house...which is dangerous I know but I just love to hear her giggle as SJ finally grabs her. I had forgotten how much I love this age until SC began to walk and is now exploring on her own. She calls for her Daddy very regularly and waves bye bye to the potty when Sissy goes to use the bathroom..I had totally forgotten about those sweet little gestures!

SJ went to ballet today and had a chance to take a peek at the costumes for the Ballet Memphis production of Firebird and The Nutcracker. She really liked the rooster costume and of course the Sugar Plum Fairy tutu was beautiful. I was amazed at the sewing room where all those costumes were made. Unbelievelable...fabric everywhere and spools of thread in every color imagineable. I'm excited about taking her to see both of these productions.

I'm tired tonight...SC was up for, well, most of the night last night...not sure why...just really glad she's already in bed and sleeping soundly tonight. Tomorrow the girls will be at school and I'll be reclaiming my house! Hope everyone is well...Nite!

Busy, Busy, Busy,

Life is busy! We've been on the go for the past few weeks and it doesn't look like it's going to stop anytime soon. Bear with us as we fly the next few weeks and I promise it will slow down. It's that time of year when the leaves fall and football games rule the tube. I love this time of year! If you've not taken the opportunity to just sit outside and enjoy this weather, I'd suggest you make it a priority in the coming days. Pretty soon it will be really cold and dreary and you'll have missed a great time of relaxation.

I just returned from a trip to the beach with some girlfriends and let me say I had a BLAST! They are so special to me. I hope they realize how much I miss them and loved being in their company. Cliff asked me what I enjoyed most about the trip and all I could honestly say was, "I loved just being with them". Enough said!

While I was making memories with old friends, the girls were making memories with their Nai Nai and Yei Yei. THEY ARE SPOILED! I love watching them play and interact with their grandparents. They have such a great time when the girls are around. Thanks Mom and Dad for taking care of them for me and for being such great "playmates" with your girls. They love you and can't wait to see you in 2 weeks.

While the girls were off playing, CDP was at home alone. He ate cereal, tuna fish, watched Nascar and read papers in preparation for his seminar this weekend. I'm sure he'd tell you he had a great time. Although, I think he missed us????

This weekend finds us in Birmingham at a seminar for CDP's Doctoral Program. Next weekend we will visit with friends and then off to the MS Baptist Convention in Jackson Sunday evening. After that we should slow down for a little while.

The girls are growing up so fast and all I can say is that I'm trying to enjoy each and every minute I have with them. SC is now walking up a storm and SJ is learning so much. They amaze me at how well they get along right now. I'm sure that won't last forever...however, I'm hopeful!

God has blessed our family and I'm more and more aware of His perfect plan each and every day. Thanks for reading and I'll share more soon....

Still Alive...

Yes, we are still alive but it's been a busy couple of weeks. Our calendar is filled and has been filled with short trips out of town for the past month and next 2 months and it's been really hard to stop and blog between packing, unpacking, washing, and packing again. Anyway, we are home for a couple of days this week but off again to visit Nai Nai and Yei Yei on Thursday. I'll be spending some leisure time with some old friends and just relaxing on the beach this weekend and CDP will be at home to watch as much NASCAR as he can stomach. He's looking forward to it and so am I. Our girls will be vacationing with my folks and they are SOOOO excited.
I must say I've learned a lot during these past few weeks and God has really been showing me new mercies very frequently. I'm constantly amazed at how wonderful it is to come to understand His word and have the Holy Spirit reveal the deep things of God. I'm just completed reading a book entitled, "Our Secret Paradise" by Jimmy Evans. The book reveals 7 basic principals of marriage and that God designed Marriage to be PARADISE. If your marriage is NOT paradise, it's not because that is not possible. It has everything to do with your own will and the will of your spouse. I encourage every married couple to read this book. It is not lengthy and is a very easy read. I have been challenged in my marriage and I'm determined to make mine...PARADISE. Afterall, that's what God intended for it to be!

On top of reading that book, CDP and I along with some good friends went to see FIREPROOF on Saturday night. WORTH EVERY PENNY! Don't delay....get a sitter and go...NOW! Don't put it off until it's out on DVD...make a statement to Hollywood that this is what entertainment is all about. CDP said it was the "most meaningful movie he has ever seen". I would have to agree. So real and yet so full of truth. I'm sure there will be marriages saved because of this movie. God is truly glorified thru it all!

Well, SC is now.....WALKING! WOO HOO or UH OH! Not sure yet....She still takes a tumble every now and again but for the most part she is walking everywhere. This event makes me very, Very, VERY, sad. I feel like I'm losing my baby. We are about to get her 1 year portrait taken and I just can't believe she had grown up so fast. I know everyone says that but man, it's so true!

SJ is such a fabulous big sister! She is so helpful and mostly gentle with SC. I am truly amazed at how much she understands! Her vocabulary is huge! She pretty much can write all of her letters...except maybe for G and R. She knows all of her sounds and we've even started spelling short words. Since I've never raised a child before, I have no point of reference. But, I'm constantly amazed at how fast she learns and how much she remembers! She caught me off guard the other night by asking me if she could marry one of her best friends from church! And, she's even begun to ask questions about Jesus on the cross and what "sin" is and why Jesus had to die and how did He rise from the dead! She asked me last night if she would hear Jesus knocking on her heart? Hallelujah! I've realized lately that I need Jesus now more than ever to help me say the right things that will help her understand His plan for her life. Needless to say, my prayer life has been kicked up a notch!

I apologize for rambling. I'm having the time of my life with my girls and loving my Husband. God has blessed me so! How could I ever repay Him?

Nite Nite!

Timing is everything...

I've been reminded this weekend that with God, it's not about time, but all about timing. Let me explain....good friends of ours have experienced the joy of adoption domestically and have been blessed by God with a precious and precocious little girl. After searching for God's answer as to whether or not they should try again, they did eventually submit paperwork requesting another baby. After several months and updating paperwork for the 2nd time, yesterday my friend and her husband and big sister, brought home a bouncing baby boy. God is all about timing. Just when you think it's over and there's no way the answer could be forthcoming, He just shows out. I can't tell you how excited I am about this news.

I was also reminded this weekend that sometimes when we sense the Spirit telling us to do something, it may be that our obedience is for the benefit of someone else and I'm just the go thru gal. I know that sounds elementary. However, I don't think we will ever fully understand how God works. My obedience this weekend resulted in God being glorified and really all I got to do was watch. Am I making any sense? Maybe not...All I know is God showed up this weekend in my life and I'm so glad I didn't miss it. Aren't you glad you don't have to try and figure it all out? I'm really glad that I can trust Him and He has to take care of all the particulars. I've tried to do that before and well, it ended up a mess! I'm learning....Later!

Back to the Real World...

It's inevitable you know....coming home from vacation. It always drags around getting here and then poof....gone. It was touch and go there for a while but we hung in there and it paid off. The weather was perfect. We had only 2 days of wind and no rain to speak of. We had a great time relaxing...well, most of us. CDP ended up having to write a paper so he was a little preoccupied but the girls and I along with my parents and our great friends from GA, the Halls, had a blast. There's just something about the beach...it gets in your blood and you just have to return. I can still hear the crash of the surf against the shore. It makes me think of being totally rested and at peace. It also reminds me of a song..."and who tells the ocean, it can only come this far".
Christ, our saviour, holds all things in his hands. Nothing is unnoticed by Him. This makes me think of our friends in Colorado who are about to travel to China for the second time to be united with their little girl. I must be honest, I am jealous. For those who have experienced the miracle of adoption, there are no words to describe the feeling you get when you see your child for the first time. As believers, we know that our Heavenly Father plans and orchestrates our lives for the purpose of His glory and His plans are ALWAYS perfect and pure. As many times as I have experienced His perfect plans, I still sometimes need to be reminded of His great love for me.
Tomorrow begins our Mother's Day Out program at church and both my girls will be attending. I'm really glad to be back into the swing of things. It may not seem like much to some but 10 hours each week to do whatever I need to do without little hands and feet interrupting is well....priceless! This will be the last year SJ will be at home as she will start 4 yr old Kindergarten next Fall. I am going to cry, I know it. Anyway, SC is really beginning to try and walk. She stands alone and cruises very well, especially with her walk behind toy. It won't be long. I'll post pics as soon as I get a chance.

What a difference a day makes....

You would never know by the view out our balcony that Hurricane Gustav landed only hours before. Today was absolutely perfect! The sun was out, no clouds in the sky and the breeze refreshing. I'm so thankful God spared the Gulf Coast from another catastrophic storm. Our prayers were answered and God is good...all the time!

SJ turns 4 years old tomorrow! OH MY! She is so special to me...late last night I picked her up after a bath and she questioned me,"Don't you love me"? I guess I had forgotten to tell her as the was taking her bath. I replied, "You'll never know how much!" Moments like that make me weak in the knees. Thank you God for my beautiful daughter....Only YOU could have given me such a jewel!

I have pictures and will post them as soon as I have a chance. It's too much fun just sitting around doing nothing.....gotta run....nothing to do!

Mixed Emotions

It's hard to have fun when there are so many displaced and uncertain. The weather here is breezy and the waves are really showing out. As I type, I hear the sound of fork lifts removing the beach chairs from the sand below our condo...a reminder of the reality we face here as well. Gustav should make landfall in the am tomorrow and I'm sure our day will consist of TV watching and games...maybe a little napping too. We are having a good time in spite of the conditions but we can't escape the reality that some lives will be changed forever after tomorrow. We are praying for those affected while back home our wonderful church family is being hands and feet to evacuees. We are so blessed to have family eager, ready and willing to help out in times like these.
Our first day was a pool day...because of the strong wind, the sand became more like a beating rather than relaxation. We spent it at the kiddie pool and I must say, our girls had a blast. Our friends, The Hall's are here with us for a couple of days too and little MK loves the water. They played really hard and enjoyed the shallow water. Our condo is wonderful and very well appointed. We decided to take our beach pictures this afternoon since we were ucertain as to the weather for the rest of the week. I'll post a few of those tomorrow. SC is in bed and SJ....well, she's on vacation....meaning she's still up but about to be put to bed!
I'm signing off.....more tomorrow....

Counting down...

Well, our family is counting down the days until our vacation. SJ is so very excited and ready to build sand castles and play in the water. I'm ready too...it's been a long summer filled with lots of trials and challenges. Not only does this week find us getting ready for the beach but for a Fun First Birthday for Ms. SC. She'll be 1 on Thursday. I know what you're all saying, "I can't believe she's already one". Let me say, "neither can I".

I'm always fascinated how time catches up and passes you by just when you think you're prepared for it. I had been anticipating her birthday and thinking about what to do and all of a sudden, it's here. I'm feeling a little sad knowing that she's not a baby anymore and has entered that "toddler" stage. Her cruising around the house, drinking from a cup, eating table food and weaning from the bottle has made reality very clear....she's growing up.

I remember very well how it felt to go back to work after being at home with SJ when we returned from China. As I stood in our bedroom holding her before I was about to walk out the door, Cliff reminded me, "Five minutes after their born, we as parents must begin to let go." There's never been a truer statement. Letting go....not my favorite pastime. However, I can thankfully say that Jesus is ready to take over as I relenquish my "hold" on my girls. I'm learning more each day just how much I need His protection and watch care around my children.

I guess this post is to be a reminder to all parents and grandparents that time is precious and so are our children. I encourage you to live every moment to is't fullest and don't waste one second....SC calls for me...I must go.

I'll post again, probably from the beach! SPLASH!

First Ballet Lesson

Well, she did great! I was sort of nervous about her being able to take instructions and listen but she loved it and can't wait to go back. Her teacher has 4 children and her youngest daughter is also in class with SJ. Mrs. Lindsay, her teacher, danced with Ballet Memphis for years and has returned after having her children to teach and dance again. I am pleased with the program and the attention to detail. I hope SJ will continue to love it. If not, we'll try something else. I've posted a scrapbook with just a few pics. We learned to curtsy this week.....Later!

Back in the land of the living....

All is better at the Pace house. No one is sick and we are getting back into our routine. Tomorrow is Sunday and we are all excited to be back in worship and with our friends and family. Next week will be special as SJ will begin ballet lessons on Monday. We bought her leotard and ballet shoes today. As she tried on her leotard in the dressing room she commented with a grin, "OOH, Mommy can I keep it on now"?
I'm sure she'll be sleeping in it next week!

Anyway, we are glad to be home for a while and eager to get back to doing "normal" stuff. I'll post pics of Nicaragua and of our first ballet lesson on Monday. Until then....

Grace in Time of Need...

God gives us what we need exactly when we need it. He proved this to our family this week. We returned from Nicaragua on Saturday evening around 8pm. We quickly prepared for bed as we would be heading to church bright and early the next morning.

During the night, SC woke up with a fever. I checked her and determined that it wasn't too bad but she still was pretty fitful. After some Ibuprofen, she went back to sleep. Early the next morning, SJ came to our room. She was not her usual self....very sluggish and whiney. CDP dressed and left for church and since SC had run fever during the night, we determined that the girls and I should stay at home.
SJ eventually began running a fever and vomiting. I also began experiencing tummy issues. CDP called during the morning and promised to bring home sprite and nausea medicine for SJ.

While enroute to the house, he received a call that his Dad had died.

I've not posted much about his dad's illness simply because we didn't really know what was going on. He fell several weeks ago and received a nasty bump on his head as well as a broken rib. We were told by the doctors that the bump on his head had caused some bleeding on his brain and that surgery was necessary. The surgery was risky because of some issues he had with his lungs. CDP's dad was a smoker for most of his life. Emphysema had taken it's toll on his lungs. Being put to sleep was a risk in itself. He survived the surgery but never recovered from the effects. He died around 11:30 Sunday morning.

We left Sunday afternoon and drove back to Lake to be with his sister and brothers. SC's fever had broken and she was fine. SJ was sick and the trip down was hard for her. My tummy issues had begun to be more severe. We were a pitiful bunch!

In the midst of all of this, God was real. He provided the rest we needed in order to be be ready for a funeral on Tuesday. SJ was transformed on Sunday night and Monday morning was ready to eat. Sadie continued to be fine. Me, well, I'm still fighting with my tummy...but it is better. CDP preached the funeral of his father. I have to tell you that it was probably the hardest thing he has ever had to do. I am blessed to say that his Dad was remembered, God was honored and the truth was proclaimed. Just to sum up the service: Make sure that you leave the assurance of hope to your family when you die! Money, possessions,characteristics and even physical resemblances won't mean anything without the full assurance that you'll see them again one day...in Heaven. Your Godly examply and unselfish life will be the legacy that gives your family hope in the days of mourning.

Do you know that Christ has paid for your sins? Have you repented and asked Him to forgive you? Have you applied the blood of Christ to your sin stained heart? If not, then now is the time. If you have received the gift of eternal life thru Christ, are you living in such a way that it is evident? Are you living a Godly example before your children and grandchildren? Are you living in such a way that Christ recognizes you as one of HIS? CDP's brother said it best..."Obedience is required." Are you being obedient to Christ and His Word? If not, then it's time to examine your relationship with your Saviour. If so, then you will be able to leave the "full assurance of hope" to your children when God calls you home. That hope is priceless and pales in comparison to any amount of money or possessions you may leave behind. Be sure. Make sure. Today!

Whew!

It's been a long time since I last communicated with you all but we've been very busy these last few weeks. I'm still trying to comprehend all the events and spiritual aspects of the last few days. God has proven himself faithful again and again. As I sit here typing, I hear the sweet sound of SJ sitting on the stairs singing "Jesus Loves Me". Oh, how like Him to reveal himself in such an innocent yet profound way. I've seen God move in the past 2 weeks in ways that by the world's standards, would not have seemed miraculous. However, in the life of our family He performed miracle after miracle.

I'll never be able to completely tell you how God worked in the village of Mata de Cana last week. I'll tell you that He healed the sick physically thru the doctors, nurses, dentists and servants of God who ministered there. He also healed the spiritually oppressed thru the message of the gospel and by the power of the spoken Word of God....97 salvation decisions! God also captured the heart of one of his children. I will never be the same. It only takes a few seconds to realize once you land in the country that "we're not in Kansas anymore, Toto". I have grown to love the people of Nicaragua and especially the children. He has shown me that He cares for the poorest of the poor. He revealed to me the simpleness of life and that He can be found in the most meager of surroundings. He broke my heart for 6 little girls who will be making their way to a small home outside the capital city of Managua where they will be safe and where God can heal them from the most tragic of circumstances.

I was blessed to be part of a mission team that was, well, On Mission! In a confined space with more than 30 women, only 1 bathroom, and 2 showers...if you could call it a shower... one would think 7 days was WAY TOO long. I witnessed the power of the Holy Spirit mesh lives together and create long lasting relationships with complete strangers. No one but God!

I washed my hands in clorox about 15 times a day. I ate outside with the dogs. I climbed a BIG hill to see a gorgeous sunset. I saw a little boy smile as he watched his frightened sister get her tooth pulled...not knowing if he would be next. I saw a man who was oppressed with an evil spirit be transformed and ultimately "sat clothed and in his right mind". I sang "Baby Shark" with children who did not speak English and they LOVED it! I found out that God's people, no matter where they are, all love to sing!

Here are a few things God revealed to me this week: I learned that Spiritual Preparation is key to effective ministry. My prayer life was shallow...it's getting deeper! I don't need anything! I learned that your countenance can communicate God's love...SMILE....everyone needs one and it's a universal language! I learned to depend on my husband....enough info for you...he'll hear the rest about this. I learned that God still heals and changes men. Satan has no power that God doesn't give him. Jesus Loves Me! I learned that we are to adopt again.....we'll begin the paperwork soon!

We left the comforts of home to give a cup of cold water to those in need. I in turn received a deluge of blessings that have confirmed my hope in Christ and spurred me on to a deeper relationship with my Saviour. Thank you for reading. I encourage you to go. God commands us to go. When we obey, it's the greatest act of praise!\\

July coming to an end....

I can't believe July is almost gone. This summer is FLYING! We've been busy traveling this month and it looks like we won't be stopping anytime soon. The girls and I spent the last 2 weeks in Smith County loving on my parents! We had such a great time getting to sleep late and play outside on the swing and in the pool with Nai Nai and Yei Yei. I've never been able to visit like that before. It was so special. There were no agendas, no itineraries, no programs, just fun and relaxation. The girls were spoiled rotten too. SC really became fast buddies with Yei Yei and Nai Nai and will reach for them...that was special. My mom was concerned that SC wouldn't know her....wrong....she knows them both...VERY well. I mean who could forget the man who feeds you ice cream and sweet tea, along with many other adult foods...and that lady who held me all the time...I just love her!

Anyway, SC and SJ had a blast! I so enjoyed catching up and even getting to see some old friends and family I had not seen in several years. You know, even after being at home for 2 weeks, it still felt as if I didn't have enough time to do all that I wanted to do or say all that I wanted to say...wonder why that is? Oh well, we'll just have to go back and visit again! Woo Hoo!

CDP made it back from Ft Worth and from what I heard Sunday, HE LEARNED A LOT! We missed him greatly and we are glad he won't be away from us for that long again. I am so proud of him! He has completed his last 2 week seminar and will begin working on his thesis and dissertation early next year. We are anticipating his graduation in May of 2010....Go Dr. Pace...Woo Hoo!

Now our family is in the throws of preparing for our Mission Trip to Nicaragua. I am very excited to be going with CDP this year. I had planned to go last year but God had other plans, namely, SCP! He was gracious to me this year and I'll be ministering along side my hubby in the coming days in a little village that needs to hear the gospel. We will also be providing medical, dental and prescription needs for the people there as well. Please pray for our team and our families as we travel and leave children and spouses behind. We know God has everything under control. We are trusting Him for all things.

It's time to sign off for tonight. I'll chat again in a few days. Until then...

4th of July..Woo Hoo!

Well, it's that time of year again. To wave flags, sing the national anthem and give thanks for the great country we live in. Our small town hosts an annual Kids Parade and film on the Courthouse lawn each year so we decided to take it in. We, along with several hundred other Mom's, Dad's and Kids, walked, rode bikes and tricycles and pulled wagons along the town square celebrating the birthday of this great nation. SJ had a BLAST! She pedaled her tricycle all the way..with a little help from Daddy...and SC took a ride in her Stroller and waved her flag with the best of them. We then settled down on our blanket on the courthouse lawn for pizza and a watched the Bee Movie. We all had a great time and it reminded me of just how blessed we are to be able to live in a place where we can assemble freely and express our patriotism by praying and thanking God for his blessings on our land. We take so many freedoms for granted. I am free. I am Free! I AM FREE! In so many ways, I am Free! I am free to raise my hands in honor to my Saviour, Jesus Christ. I am free to call on Him for everything I need. I am free to teach my children to love Him and I am free from the power of sin and death. Praise God, I am Free! Why wouldn't we want to give Him thanks for such freedom? These United States were formed in an effort for men and women to be free to serve God as they chose. I am thankful for their sacrifice! However, I am most grateful for HIS sacrifice. Just in case some of you don't know, Jesus died so that you could be free. He paid the penalty for your sin. He made a way for you to be free from the power of sin. He is the only way. He did it all. He is all you need! Hallelujah, what a Saviour.

I could go on.....but time is short and as I prepare to head out of town to visit my parents, I just wanted to share a few words and some pics from our 4th of July weekend. We also took in our County Fireworks show on Friday night and I must say, DeSoto County did a nice job! They were fabulous. On Saturday afternoon, we spent some time with our great friends the Swindoll's at their home celebrating and just hanging out with them and some other friends from church. We really feel at home here. God has blessed us with some wonderful friends we can truly call family. Today I am grateful for our church family. They have been so supportive and loving to us. We are so blessed. So, until next week, I'll sign off and may possibly update some during the next week. Please pray for CDP as he is on his way to Fort Worth for his last DMin Seminar! WOO HOO! He has a long 2 weeks ahead so please pray for him to be focused, for safe travel, and for God to speak to him through his study time. Until next time....Ta Ta for now!

Updates and such...

Well, it's almost July and the summer is in full swing. Our mornings are late and we nearly always have pancakes for breakfast...yummy! Our afternoons are lazy and spent eating ice cream and swimming in the pool. In the midst of all of that, we enjoy being at home with NOTHING to do....how sweet it is!

We spent most of today running errands and doing a little shopping for our trip to the beach in late August. Stores like Target and Wal-Mart are now unloading all the left over summer "stuff" and you can find some great bargains. That's my kind of shopping...I love a bargain. We are also looking forward to the weekend since we will have a holiday and we're HOPING Nai Nai and Yei Yei will come for a visit...even just for Thursday night and Friday. SJ and I are praying hard....we'll see!

Let's remember to pray for our Servicemen at home and overseas this 4th of July. These faithful men and women put their lives on the line each and every day for our freedom. Let's be faithful to lift them up as they hold the line for us.

That's it for me.....until next time....

Getting into the summertime groove....

Well, these have been busy days for the Pace clan. Since returning from our trip to Indy, we had a visit from Meme, took a weekend to visit with our friends from GA and also visited Nai Nai and Yei Yei. This week has been a welcomed rest from our traveling. I bought the girls a small swimming pool and it has been a treat for them to be outside and burn off some energy. Swimming pools make summertime naps that much more enjoyable.

We will be home for a couple of weeks and then off to Nai Nai's for an extended visit while CDP is away at school. I can't wait to spend some time at home with my folks. SC is about to have 2 more teeth and is beginning to really cruise around the furniture. SJ is just growing up too fast! She can spell her name, and write 3 letters, T, L and H. She really loves to learn and I can tell I'm going to have to go back to school if I ever plan to help her with her homework!

Nicaragua is fast approaching and I'm getting excited about serving alongside CDP this year. I've wanted to be a part of this trip for several years. Please pray for us as we will be leaving our girls behind with good friends and my parents. I'm not worried about the girls...just about me.

I'm planning to take SC's 9 months pictures this afternoon so I'll post some new ones then. Sorry for not having any new photos recently. I'll do better. Until next time....

Back from Indy...

Well, we made it back from Indiana. Our trip was very smooth and the girls were almost perfect on the plane. One little episode from SJ because she couldn't sit with her Nai Nai...a little bubble gum took care of it right away though. The convention was good too and we elected Johnny Hunt as our President. Dr. Hunt is the sr pastor of FBC Woodstock GA and an excellent pastor and spokesman for our denomination. We will be praying for him as this job is a full time job in itself.He will be called upon for many speaking engagements and etc during the next 2 years.

As for pics...well, we simply didn't have time to take any. We did make a couple at the Indy Zoo but they were of the polar bears...how exciting...go CDP! He would have taken more but I forgot to charge the battery...go TRP! Anyway, we had a great time and most of all were able to spend some good quality time with my parents.

SC is 9 months old and about to be walking all over our house! EEEK! I had forgotten how scary these days can be. Since we have mostly hard flooring in our house, it's even more challenging. SJ is growing up soo fast. We plan to enroll her in ballet class this fall and hope this will help with her bouncing and tumbling all over the house. She needs some structure and I believe ballet will help her be a bit more "graceful" as well. The summer is flying by. It's almost July and I've just now begun to really enjoy the hot weather and the summer activities.

One last thing, Sunday is Father's Day and I would be remiss if I didn't boast in my Dad. I'm sure he doesn't know just how much I look up to him....he says I don't call him enough...he's right...I'll do better! He is full of wisdom and character and I love him! He is always a gentleman and always ready to lend a hand if necessary. I learned so many things from him but most of all I learned how to give. He is a giver....of everything and anything. Thank you Daddy, for teaching me how to give and showing me Christ not just in what you say, but how you live your life. I am of all most blessed!

Until next time....

Marathon Week...

It's been a long week! Vacation Bible School started on Monday and will finish up tomorrow. I've been honored to teach 3rd and 4th grade Bible Study and my kids have been just wonderful...couldn't complain one bit. On top of preparing for VBS, our family will be leaving for the annual Southern Baptist Convention on Saturday morning around 5am...so we've also been trying to keep up with washing and prepare to travel as well. I'm looking forward to sleeping in on Sunday!

Nothing much to report with the girls these days. SC is growing like a weed and beginning to cruise around all over the house. You'd better watch your step...she gets around fast! SJ is just as energetic as ever. I'm having a hard time keeping up with her these days. She's learning soooo much! I am surprised each day at the things she says and how much she understands...it's scary! One cute story I'll pass along...SJ has developed a close friendship with a little boy in our church. TT is a most precious blond haired blue eyed little boy and he has fabulous parents...he and SJ LOVE to hang around together. So, as SJ and I were preparing for bed earlier this week, she asked me what color my eyes were. I replied that they were blue. She then asked what color eyes Jesus had...I speculated that they were brown like hers. She paused for a split second and looked at me and said with a grin..."TT's eyes are blue". Now how about that! It seems she goes for the fair haired, blue eyed boys! Look out fellas...

I'll post more after our trip..until then....ta ta for now.

Nine Months Old...

Well, she's almost grown....not really but it feels like it. SC was 9 months old yesterday. I still can't believe how fast time travels the older you get. She's pulling up and trying to walk holding on to things. I had forgotten how scary this stage is for Mom's. Since we now have hard floors, it's even more scary. She waves bye bye very well too. I've heard mama I think but not sure she really knows what she's saying...although, it's usually when she's ready to get out of her bed...she may know exactly what she's saying!

We had another episode with and ear infection this week. Not terrible but enough to warrant a trip to the doctor. We are on medicine so she should be as good as new shortly. Life is simple these days. Not much going on except for VBS at church and getting ready to travel next weekend. This will be our first family of four trip via airplane. I'm excited and ready for some down time.

I'm still grieving over the tragedy in the Chapman family. Please remember to pray for them during the weeks, months and years ahead. Guilt, what if, why....all those thoughts remain in their minds. Memories...those will sustain. However, it's the worry that people will FORGET that haunts them. Life will go on for them but never be the same. I especially ask that you pray for Maria's brother. I cannot imagine the pain he is experiencing. Pray that God will heal him. Pray for a hedge of protection around him from the enemy who desires to destroy him. I ask these things because my family has experienced this grief. I have been where they are. I've been the one left behind. I've thought why her and not me. I've also felt the peace of God and know that I'll see my sister again. I'll meet Maria too. God is good...all the time!

Until next time..

A Broken Heart...

I weep as I write tonight....my heart is broken.....I just don't understand. Scripture tells me when I don't understand, God does and I must trust in Him. I'm helpless. And as a human being, that makes me vulnerable and to be honest, angry. Dear God help me to realize You are never surprised and all your ways are perfect. I have no words that could ever comfort the Chapman family at this time in their lives. Struggles in my life and even tragedies that I've experienced seem to pale in comparison to the grief they feel today. As I sit and ponder the days ahead for this family, I recall the words to so many songs that Steven has written that are so appropriate for a time such as this. God truly has blessed him with the ability to communicate God's love and grace. He has ministered to me in so many difficult times in my life. This family needs our prayers and support more than ever before. It's time for me to be diligent in prayer and beseech the Father on their behalf. Lord, help me to pray....constantly....for this family.

To the Chapman Family: Our family loves you! We've never met you yet we feel as if we know you. You have been so open and honest in your ministry. Our daughter Shaohannah would not be ours had it not been for you. Yes, we named her after your daughter...we prayed you wouldn't mind. Only the safe and loving arms of Jesus can minister to you during the days ahead. We will "carry you to Him on our knees". Your precious Maria has now met my sister, Kelley. She was called home to be with Jesus at 18. I know they are having sweet communion with each other in the presence of Jesus.

Oh, how I long for heaven...........

Jailhouse Rock....

My little SCP is about to break out....you'll notice she's standing up holding on to the rails in her crib....uh oh! She's also trying to walk....even letting go of my fingers to stand alone for a few seconds...it looks like she might be a little fearless...that scares me. How like children we all are sometimes, needing to spread our wings and fly. I've decided to tackle writing a book, after some encouragement from CDP. My title would go something like....A Fish Bowl...the Life of a Minister's Wife. Not that I mind, I don't. I love what God has called me to do. I could not be fulfilled if I were not living in His will. I just think it might be good reading for other wives of Pastor's out there. I would take a humorous approach...after all, if you can't laugh at yourself, you've got problems.



Anyway, I'm just rambling today. I've just begun reading a great book though...KS told me I wouldn't be able to put it down. I was up 'til 2am last night.....it's a great book! I'll give you all details later. Gotta run and check on my jailbird! Later

Mother's Day 2008

Can anyone say Kleenex? Well, I've been carrying around a Kleenex all day. Allergy season has arrived in North MS and it has pounded the ladies living at St Ives Lane in Hernando! Most everyone at church thought I was just emotional...well, that was part of it too..but some was from the weeping of my eyes due to Honeysuckle and privet hedge! It seems to be getting some better this afternoon...I hope all is better tomorrow.

I pride myself in being aware of most things going on in my household and am really some what of a nosey posey (as SJ puts it). I usually figure out "surprises" before they are ever sprung. However, I was totally taken by surprise today and yet, I almost missed it. Our 2nd service at church boasts mostly young and middle age families and since it was Mother's Day, CDP delivered a message on the subject. Also, this past week I took on the responsibility of photographing Mom's and their children to play in a slide show for the Worship Service and was aware of the song that would be played during the show. I was NOT planning on hearing CDP sing, very well I might add, and be reminded of wonderful memories of my first Mother's Day and subsequent miracles namely, SCP.
CDP's message challenged me as a Mother to nurture my children and teach them about Christ and His WORD. He also challenged Husbands to be ready to present their wives before God as trophies for His Glory and to be servants not only to their wives but to the Lord. He illustrated the last point by washing my feet....on stage....in public....and I never saw it coming. How humbling for me...Oh, how undeserving I am of this wonderful man! I can truly say I would follow him anywhere. I trust him completely. He is my best friend and I love him with all my heart! I love being his wife and the mother of his children. God help me to be the mom who can live out the love of Christ to my babies.

It's always easier to imitate something you've seen many times....right? I've been privileged to see the love of Christ lived out in my Mom for the past 35 years. I have never been disappointed in her and can only hope I am half the mom she is to me. Happy Mother's Day, CJH. I love you more than you will ever know.....thank you for your sincere love for Christ, my Dad and me. You taught me how to be a lady...you also taught me how to cook...and for that, CDP thanks you!

I love you Mom!

Night Night!

Just an Ordinary Monday...

Well, today was just an ordinary day. Ordinary in that the girls and I stayed at home and just enjoyed NOT having to go anywhere. Laundry, Ironing and kitchen duty were the tasks laid out before me. Most of them have been completed as I type. However, the highlight of the day came as I was ironing...SJP came downstairs after her nap and after only a few minutes, SCP awakened and immediately, SJP informs me that her sissy is up. I asked her if she checked on her before she came downstairs and she replied, "No Ma'am". I then said that I would go up and check on her...SJP then replied...."That's ok Mom. I'll go check on her. You finish your ironing."



Now, how sweet is that! I am so unbelievably proud of my girls and so honored that God has allowed me to be at home with them to experience such profound moments. That scenario may not sound like much to many of you, but for me......priceless. There were times in my life when I thought I would never hear the cry of a baby who needed a bottle or witness tender heart of a 3 year old wanting to help out her Mom.

Thank you, Father, for blessing me as You have. I am so undeserving....

By the way....bath time was special tonight....pics have been posted...enjoy!

Heading to Nicaragua...

It has been my desire for several years to go with CDP on his Mission to Nicaragua. Things have never worked out until now. I was glad to hear on Thursday that a spot was open and I would be able to go. I have made arrangements for our girls and I am confident God has just worked things out so he and I can minister together. I'll be helping with Children's Church and to follow is a description of how it will work and the items needed.

"One of the ways the Nicaragua Mission Team ministers to the community is by providing a children's church during the adult worship service. Everyone must attend worship before they can be seen by a doctor or receive clothes, etc. We are collecting supplies to help with Children's Church activities where sharing a Bible story, related crafts and activities will take place. We can use any of the following: bubbles, face paint, q-tips, small paintbrushes, sidewalk chalk, baby wipes, fabric to make Biblical costumes, fingernail polish (any color)."

The items needed can be left at Ridgecrest Baptist or at Hernando Baptist. I will gladly accept any donations of these items myself personally if anyone would like to donate. Just let me know via email or phone.

I'm excited about what God is going to do in ME while in Nicaragua.....Please pray for us as we prepare spiritually and physically for this trip. Pray for our families who will be left behind as well as those who take care of them.

Zoo Day....

It was just a beautiful day to go to the zoo. The girls and I loaded up and met some friends from Sunday School at the Memphis Zoo and we had a great time. I just went ahead and bought a year round pass for the whole family so we can go as much as we want...it was really the best deal considering the prices.

The girls were just angels even though SJP had a couple of accidents....2 skinned knees, a bruised cheek and scraped nose. It was pretty easy with both of them and SJP walked the entire time. I was really proud of her. She acted like a sweet young lady. Having other Mom's there helped too when bathroom breaks came around. A special "Thanks" to Jennifer, Lee Ann and Stephanie for helping out.

Anyway, I've posted some photos of our trip. It's time to get ready for church. Until later..

A Fabulous Weekend...

We had the best time at Nai Nai and Yei Yei's this weekend. We left North MS on Thursday afternoon and made our way to our favorite Catfish Restaurant in Walnut Grove, MS. Seriously, they have the BEST catfish and steaks you can find anywhere! We've tried MANY Catfish Restaurants and have never found better service, prices and most of all food. We had so much fun.
Since Nai Nai and Yei Yei had to work on Friday, CDP, the girls and I headed to Jackson to visit with Meme. We decided to take a chance and see if some of our friends from Madison were planning a day at the park and sure enough, they were. We met up with MWC, Sam, Audrey and Alyssa at Friendship park and they had a BLAST! We have not seen them since we left in February and it was a great time. We had lunch with our friends and then headed back to Lorena to get ready to go.....FISHING! CDP has been wanting to take SJP fishing for some time. This weekend turned out to be the perfect opportunity.

Yei Yei has a friend who has a 15 acre pond LOADED with Bream and Florida Bass...rumors are that some of those Florida Bass have been breaking 20lb test fishing line...That was enough for CDP. He had to check it out. So, we rigged up everything and loaded up the crickets, minnows, luers, poles and headed out. We arrived at our location and SJP was just itching to get out. I had forgotten she had never been riding in a pasture before....poor thing....living in the asphalt jungle has sheltered her. She was ready to get out from the minute she saw the cows. We made our way to the pond and got set up.

Now here this....what I'm about to write is TRUE...with my hand up! CDP dropped his line in the pond and within 45 seconds, got a hit.....this just took the cake...he then gave SJP a pole and cast it in the pond and within approx 45 seconds.....You guessed it....SJP hauled in a 1lb Bream as big as Yei Yei's hand!
Now, before you get excited to see the pics, I need to confess that....... I FORGOT THE CAMERA! I know, go figure. I guess I had no faith.

Anyway, we had the best time. After about 2 hours of fishing, we took home about 12 NICE size Bream and to be honest, Mom and I hauled in the most....of course, we must give credit where credit is due. Yei Yei and CDP were too busy baiting hooks and taking fish off our lines to do much else! I have to say...Yei Yei and CDP were troopers and they didn't get frustrated one time. Thank Yei Yei and CDP......even though we didn't get any pics....like Yei Yei said...."we'll have memories to last the rest of our lives!"
So, the moral to this story is......DON'T FORGET THE CAMERA!
Thanks to Mr. Bill for letting us make wonderful memories this weekend....Signing off for now....Church tomorrow and I need to get to bed! Night Night!

We're Still Alive....

Hey All,
Well, it's been a long time since I've checked in with anyone so I'm going to try and catch up tonight. It's been a long couple of weeks. My 90 year old grandfather passed away on Wednesday of last week. His funeral was on Friday and so I've been at my Mom's for the past few days. I had forgotten how wonderful it is to be able to visit and go without worrying about work and etc. God really knew what He was doing when He called me to be at home. I am loving every minute.

I received a precious gift in the mail this week. A great friend of mine from Madison sent me a book and a great card along with a recipe and some helpful hints and just sweet stuff. I am so grateful. I've not had the chance to sit down and start reading the book but I plan to do that on Monday.

We have lot's of stuff going on at church this weekend so it's not going to be a restful one I'm afraid. We are so excited to be in our new Ministry. We know God has us here for a purpose. CDP made the comment at church on Wednesday that he had not felt such Spritual Warfare as he has in the last few months. I thought about it and it sort of disturbed me for a moment but then I realized that God must be up to something or the devil wouldn't even bother.......right? We are praying really hard to God to move and work in our church in the coming months. There are many opportunities being placed before us. It's exciting! I'll keep you posted....

Well, the girls are just growing up sooo fast. SJP is almost grown....she just amazes me with her candor and conversation. She understands so much and we really have to watch what we say. Her ability to reason is really coming through. "Why" is not only her favorite question but she really contemplates things....she has asked some really thought provoking questions lately....scary! She is almost able to completely spell her name (the a before o is throwing her off.....sorry baby) and has started writing some of her letters. She loves to dance and sing. I'm in the process of finding her a ballet class so she can spend some of her energy.

SCP is the most precious little girl. She now has 2 teeth (on the bottom) and smiles at everyone and is most loveable. She is up to around 20lbs....just 8lbs shy of her Big Sister....UH OH! She loves vanilla ice cream and most any vegetable except for green beans....oh well. She eats mostly baby food except when we have mashed potatoes.....she loves those....and yogurt! She is now crawling although she seems to be a bit lazy about it. She would rather me or Sissy just come to where she is....go figure! I'm afraid she has inherited my allergies though. God bless her....She's almost 8 months old.....I'm getting sad....I'm going to miss that little baby face....

Nai Nai and Yei Yei are doing good too. We spent a few days with them last week and we had the best time. We will seen them again next weekend too. We will be working at the Steven Curtis Chapman concert in Clinton for our Adoption Agency on Thursday night. I just love him and can't wait to worship with him.

Well, I'd better get things in order for bed.....I started back walking today......I'm pooped! I'll chat again soon....Good Night!

Tagged...

Well, I've been tagged by my friend Andrea. I hope I get this right so here goes.

Here are the rules:
List 7 random things people might not know about you. The rules are to link the person who sent this to you and leave a comment on their blog so their readers can visit yours. Post the rules on your blog. Share 7 facts about yourself. Tag 7 random people a the end of your post, linking their blog. Let each person know they have been tagged by leaving a comment on their blog.

1) I don't like tight spaces. I don't even like to pull the covers up over my head during a thunderstorm. I can handle elevators, but for example, the other day while SJP was playing at the park, she asked me to slide down one of those enclosed slides with her....I couldn't do it....yep...wimped out.

2) I almost married a drummer. I prefer not to elaborate and no we were'nt engaged but the subject was talked about and in my mind...pretty much settled. (He later dumped me. Actually, just didn't show up to a very important event....like my Jr College Graduation.) I saw the light pretty quickly. No, I'm not bitter. I'm just thankful God took GOOD care of me and didn't let me make some STUPID mistake.

3) I have a sister. She is actually in heaven with her Savior today but still very much alive. She and I actually were born again during the same Revival Service. I am so grateful that God allowed me to share that special moment with her. She was killed 2 months after our spiritual birthdays. I miss her terribly....I wish my girls could have known her.

4) I love to listen to Lionel Ritchie.....I won't say which is my favorite song....too racy for my blog!

5) I could watch Father of the Bride I and II over and over. I absolutely LOVE those movies. I love everything about each of them. I love the house, the yard, the street....the cars they drove, everything. I cry each time I watch it, too.

6) My mom was to originally name me Jenny. Actually Jennifer Pauline after my grandmother, Pauline. My cousin, Jennifer, was born in August....oh well, I like the name Tracy better anyway.

7) Ok, this may seem a bit forward but if you were to ask my husband about our first kiss, he would tell you that I kissed him. He would be telling the truth. He wouldn't hurry up so I just laid one on him. It worked....January 2008 marked 11 years! I love him so!

Ok, that's it. Whew, that was tough.
I tag:
http://thecoxfamilyblog.blogspot.com
http://www.thestormfront.blogspot.com/
http://www.thes5.blogspot.com/
http://www.007family.blogspot.com/

New Pics and Post

OK. I finally got a new camera and was able to upload some pics of the house. We are very happy here in Hernando and are getting used to living in the NORTH. It is colder up here but the allergy season seems to be easier. CDP had a small bout with an allergy attack 2 weeks ago but made it thru without going to the Dr. HOORAY!

All is well and we are excited about Nai Nai and Yei Yei coming to visit on Easter Sunday. Since I have this new camera, I'll post more pics of our girls in their Easter Frocks on Sunday. We truly miss our friends in Madison but know without a doubt God has put us here. It is soooo good to be in HIS will.

Much love,
TRP

Whew!

Well, it's been a long time since I've posted so I'll try to be brief as you can see it's late...
SJP is absolutely the most hilarious child! She is growing up soo fast and I see so much of a little girl in her these days. She is no longer a toddler! She loves to dance and I mean jive! Whenever she hears music her foot starts tapping and her body begins to do some crazy moves. I'm tickled by her each and every day.

SCP is growing as well. She is now 6 1/2 months old and about to take off crawling! She sits independently very well and is eating us out of house and home. She weighed in at a whopping 17 lbs 12 oz on Tuesday and is 26 1/2 inches long. Her pediatrician walked in at her appt on Tuesday and asked what we had been feeding her? I'm hoping she'll start to lose a little when she starts crawling.

CP is doing great. It's so good to see fire back in his eyes and hear the excitement in his voice when he comes home every day. God is working in our church and I'm amazed each day at how good He is....all the time.

I'm good too and love being at home with my girls. I wasn't sure how I would be able to handle all the time spent at home but I've got plenty to keep me busy...namely SJP and SCP. I'm about to start helping another lady develop our Women's Ministry program and I'm really excited about what God is going to do with me thru this ministry.

This move has been a huge leap of faith for me. I now realize that God wants me to trust Him with the ordinary and every day stuff. I've been tested in this recently and I hope I've passed the test. He is in control and I'm learning to not worry and just let Him be God. Please pray for us when you think of us. We have a huge opportunity ahead of us and we don't want to blow it. Pray that we will hear God's voice and follow where He leads.....wherever that may be!

I'll try to post photos soon. I've got several of our new house and the girls but just have not had the time to get them uploaded. Hoping all is well with our friends back in Madison......we'll chat with you soon.

Later,
TRP

A Little R and R....

Well, in spite of all of the turmoil in our lives, we managed to slip in a small trip to Fort Worth, TX with Daddy. We all spent Sunday afternoon at the zoo and had a blast. I've uploaded a few pics for your enjoyment.

As for our status and location, we will officially close on our houseS, Thursday, February 28th. We plan to spend our first night in the new house on Thursday night. We are all sooo excited to be getting into the new place and finally getting settled. The girls have been "camping out" for the past few weeks and they have been super! I asked God to give us babies who could sleep anywhere at anytime and He did just that. I'm not saying we don't have our challenges getting them down, but overall, they do great. Once we get moved and settled, I'll post more info and pics of the house. I'm having trouble getting my pics uploaded because of no internet connection.

Finally, being at home with the girls has been absolutely wonderful! I've loved every minute. God has blessed me so...how can I ever thank Him enough?

Until we are settled.....

Update....

Well, my life is now all boxed up....literally....haha. We have pretty much boxed up everything that's not tied down or too big for a box and are ready to get it loaded and on its' way North. Our precious friends from Hernando will be here bright and early tomorrow morning to help move us to our new home.

Just to let you know..we will be staying in a temporary location until we close on our house on Feb. 28th. We will actually close on both our house in Madison and our new home in Hernando the same day...WHOO HOO! We are really excited about what God is doing in our new Ministry home. We've already seen some fruit from our labor and can't wait to see what's next.

Thanks to all of you who have prayed for us and helped out in so many ways. From babysitting, to preparing a meal to even showing up on our doorstep to help pack, we love you all and are so blessed by your friendship.

Finally, to our new family in Hernando, I believe one of our new friends (TS) put it best...."it seems like we've known you all our lives...."...yep, that's how God works. We love you so much! You just can't know how grateful we are to count you as friends. God is up to something BIG in DeSoto County and especially HBC. We just can't wait to see how He works!

As CDP likes to say....All for Jesus!

Oops....

I think I ended up with some questionable music on my blog here recently. Sorry for the mix up. I've deleted the culprit I think but if anyone catches something on here that seems to be not up to my standards, please email me and let me know. Thanks KPS for the heads up!

Well, our search for a new house is winding down. We spent most of the day Saturday in Hernando looking at houses. We found one that seems to fit our needs and at the same time very lovely....this is the exciting part of moving. The packing part is on it's way and I'm sure not going to be fun. Anyway, we are hoping to start the process here pretty soon. Just pray the we get things accomplished in a timely manner and that we do what God wants and not what we want.

We recently had a little issue with our SJP. Wednesday of last week after we returned home from church, CDP noticed a helicopter circling over our neighborhood with a spotlight. This concerned us a bit so we locked up everything and just made mental notes to be aware of our surroundings. Well, all that to say it made us make sure all our doors were locked etc.

Fast forward to Midnight.....CDP hears SJP crying via the monitor....he also notices noise coming from the living room. He walks into the living room and finds the TV on, our two Dachsunds's in the living room and the back door unlocked. HUMMMM....I wonder how this happened. SJP was in her room...the door locked...sitting in her bed crying. Our deduction is that she got up in the night and heard the dogs scratching on the door and decided to let them in....you know....they're hungry or they don't have any friends...that's SJP's logic. So, when she realizes she can't get them back out the door, she panics and goes to her room hoping DADDY will come and help. You see how important the notation regarding the locked doors before going to bed.

Well, the next morning, CDP asks SJP if she let the dogs in last night....she replies..."Yes, they were scared!" Likely story.....I believe we're in for an adventure with this little princess.

SCP is growing up so fast. She is now 5 months old and is becoming a, well, good eater....to put it nicely! I am just amazed every day at how much she changes. Her latest culinary adventure was with Sweet Potatoes. Just as you can imagine, she loved them! She is such a happy baby, eats well and sleeps all night. Thank you, Jesus! What more could a Mom ask for?

Our move to Hernando is fast approaching. Cliff's first Sunday is this week...2/10. We are so looking forward to being in our new home and starting our new ministry with our precious church family. I spoke to CDP tonight....he's skiing this week....a trip he had planned since the summer...and he was outlining his sermon series for the next few months. He is so excited to be preparing to feed his flock. He is ready to lead by following....get it....lead his flock by following the Good Shepherd! We are thankful for our new family and can't wait to begin making memories with them!

Ok, time to go night night......later.

Ok, here goes...7 things about me...

HUMMM....not sure I can think of 7 but I'll try..

1. As much as AWC is not a fan of McAlister's Sweet Tea..I am a total fanatic about it. I like pretty much any sweet but particularly McAlister's because of the BIG cup!


2. I'm not sure how many people know that I was Drum Major at the infamous Raleigh High School and then at the illustrious Jones County Junior College. Yep, I wore the funny hat, tall white boots and short shorts! I was good though....just ask my Director...Dr. Young. I had a blast during those years!


3. Oh, I almost went to Physical Therapy school....I often wonder if I would have met Cliff if I had chosen to follow that path....WHEW....glad I didn't make that mistake.


4. Along the same lines as school etc., I mentioned to CDP several months back the I might one day want to go to.......LAW SCHOOL! I mean I love to talk and argue....ask CDP...you just never know!


5. I HATE confined spaces....I can't even put my head under the covers at night....FREAKS ME OUT!


6. I had a crush on Bo in the Dukes of Hazzard when I was young....didn't everybody?


7. Last but not least....I hate Raisins and Bananas but I love MAYO.....sorry KS!



Hope this doesn't keep any of you from being my friend!



Later,

The Hunt is on...

Well, we've managed to lay down rubber on every street and highway in DeSoto County. House hunting is exhausting! The last time we did this, there were only 2 of us. Now, with 2 kids and all their STUFF...it's hard to find just the right place. It's impossible to find the PERFECT house! I've decided I must decide what is MOST important in a home and not worry about all the other "what if's" that will plague me after the decision is made. It's sort of like hunting for the perfect Christmas tree...you look and look and look and usually end up back where you looked first! We do think we've found the neighborhood we want to live in, we just now need to find the right floor plan for our family.

Sunday marked our last official Sunday at RCBC. What an emotional day! I cried for pretty much all of it. We received many hugs, kisses and good wishes, but I believe my most prized possession is a photo album recording the many precious memories we've made over the last 5 years. CDP and I became a family here....this is a very special fellowship. God showed us many things while serving Him here. We are so blessed to have so many close friends. God has truly blessed the fellowship at RCBC. We will never forget their love and support. Thank you KS...I'm glad I trusted you!

As I took SJP in to school this morning...her last week with her friends....I heard a song on the radio that pretty much summed up how I'm feeling these days....

There's nothing like the warmth of a summer afternoon

Waking to the sunlight, and being cradled by the moon

Catching fireflies at night Building castles in the sand

Kissing Mama's face goodnight Holding Daddy's hand

Thank you Lord, how could I ask for more

Running barefoot through the grass A little hide and go seek

Being so in love, that you can hardly eat

Dancing in the dark, when there's no one else around

Being bundled 'neath the covers, watching snow Fall to the ground

Thank you Lord, how could I ask for more

So many things I thought would bring me happiness

Some dreams that are realities today

Such an irony the things that mean the most to me

Are the memories that I've made along the way

So if there's anything I've learned

From this journey I am on Simple truths will keep you going

Simple love will keep you strong

Cause there are questions without answers Flames that never die

Heartaches we go through are often blessings in disguise

So thank you Lord, oh thank you Lord How could I ask for more

Thank you, Lord! How could I ask for more?

Answered Prayers....

I know God must be laughing at me and has had a blast watching me over the past 45 days. Our house, that has been on the market for approx 45 days, is now under contract and we should close on of before February 28th. God is soooo good! Each time someone asked about the situation with the house, the comment most frequent was, "the market is down now...it's going to be tough to sell....spring is on the way though, that's when most everyone buys".

We firmly believe this was another confirmation from God that we are to be in Hernando. I'm so excited that He has chosen to reveal himself in such a profound way that I can't wait to see what He does about finding us another place to live. He really has it all under control. The housing market may be tough right now but my Lord owns the cattle on a thousand hills and selling a house is a walk in the park for Him. Now, if I would only live my life in that realization and submit all decisions to Him....

SCP turns 5 months old on Monday...I can hardly believe how she has grown. She is eating cereal and has lapped up some Pears this week. Tomorrow starts a veggie....Squash! She really likes to hold her pacifier and has started sitting up..with a little help and is well on her way to becoming an "independent sitter", as the experts put it. She loves to giggle at her mommy and she really likes to watch SJP as she dances around the house and sings "I'm In the Lord's Army"...Yes Sir!

SJP is becoming such a GROWN UP! She really likes to pretend play and be the "teacher". She can be a little demanding at times so I have to remind her to be nice to her students. Her favorite thing to do these days it play her Leap Frog Leapster....She has MASTERED the Dora game....now time for another. She seems to understand that we are about to move to another town. She asks daily about "FERNANDO" in lieu of Hernando...Baptist Church. She seems eager to find a new house and have a new room. I'm beginning to think she won't have any trouble adjusting. Our Real Estate agent came to the house last week and as he entered the house she asked quite seriously, "What are you doing in my house?" I don't think we have to worry about her self esteem.

Life is so short and so precious. I've realized just how much I've missed my girls. SJP has a Veggie Tale movie about Queen Esther and as I was watching it with her for the..hum...150th time......I realized that "for such a time as this" just like Esther was put in the position of Queen of Persia, God has put me at home with my children. It's been the most exhausting and yet the most rewarding 2 weeks of my life. I can't wait to see what He's going to do with my girls. He has a plan for them that I will help develop....how exciting to be in on the planning!

So, next week should mark the first week of real house hunting. I'll keep everyone posted on how it goes. God has the perfect one out there, I just have to wait on Him to find it for me.

SJP's friend MWC turned 3 on December 26th and celebrated that wonderful day with a birthday party this afternoon...SJP had a blast and didn't want to leave. She still has trouble with the gift thing....she wanted to know where her presents were. I have a bit more explaining to do I think. HAPPY BIRTHDAY MWC. You're going to be a great BIG SISTER!

Until later,

First Day on the Job...

Well, I made it! It was wonderful! It went by so fast I hardly knew what happened. My first day as a Stay At Home Mom was just as I imagined. A good friend from church asked me this afternoon if I slept late.....not a chance. I was up just as early but was relieved to have plenty of time to get things in order before starting the day. I actually got a shower before SCP woke up. It I plan wisely, that shouldn't be a problem. I even got to drink a cup of coffee this morning....that was nice. I'm sure every day won't be as easy but it sure made for a good start. I highly recommend this to all you Mom's out there.

Our carpet was cleaned today and the house smells like....uh..well...something clean. The floor looks great. We are hoping this will help in the process of showing the house and getting it sold. I've got a great day planned tomorrow......NOTHING!

Night night and I'll post again tomorrow...maybe!

I'm Done.......

Well..........I'm done. Today was my last day as a Working Mom. I've cried pretty much all day. I asked CDP if that was normal. He assured me it was. I have such great friends at my former place of employment. I told them all today that I love them and count them as friends and in retrospect, they are more like family. They have all been easy to love and I just thank God each day that I had the chance to work with such a great group of people and for such a great organization. Turning over the keys to the office was the final task and it seemed the hardest. I have left my office in capable hands though. I'm not worried one bit...she will do great!

Tomorrow is the first day of the rest of my life....Is that corny or what? I feel like I've been released. I've thought a lot about how I would feel and I don't think you can describe it or even be prepared for it. I think the girls know something is different. They can sense a difference in me I guess. I've worked all of my life. My Dad raised me to be a hard worker and to do what was right. He taught me to do my very best and to be efficient. I can remember helping him in the chicken house when I was younger. He worked so hard....actually my Mom says she and I and my sister ran that chicken farm.....I'll let them duke that one out...Anyway, he would need a tool for something he was repairing and he would tell me to "RUN and get me the hammer". Now, if my Dad asked you to RUN and get him a hammer, he meant RUN and get him a hammer. I learned very quickly that time was of the essence. I think that's why I got so frustrated with dial up internet....way too slow.....I'm thankful for DSL! He taught me and my sister to be honest and to always do what we say. I'm sure I've let him down in some or those areas but it wasn't because he didn't teach me. I'm thankful for my Dad and my Mom. They helped me become who I am today. Thanks Mom and Dad! I love you!

CDP should get an award for Best Husband to a Working Mom. You know like those Dog shows where they have the Best in Show of the Working Class..... ha ha ha....CDP has made my working easy. He is the most supportive and loving man. I have been blessed to be his wife for the past 11 years and the mother of his 2 girls for the past 3. I cannot imagine life without him. My Lord knew I would need a wonderful man and he sent me the very best. He is a perfect Dad to our 2 girls. It's now time for me to be his support. I'm so very excited at the journey I'm about to begin and with God's help, I'm sure these will be the greatest days of our life together. So, stay tuned for the REST OF THE STORY.....I'll post again tomorrow with an update of my first day at my....... NEW JOB!